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Wednesday, October 30, 2002

Relapse Heebie-jeebies have got me in their spell. It grips an ex-cancer patient like a python. In a few weeks I begin the rounds of testing to discern my cleanliness, and therefor in association I feel in fear every lump in a lymph cluster wondering if it is ready to explode in a crazed tumor-bomb. It is difficult once under the spell of fear to be rational and recite the chances of relapse(15% or less) that should lead me on the path of comfort... The mind does enjoy playing games with itself. Rational thought goes out the door, and no one, save other ex-cancer patients, can talk about it with any understanding. Oh deliver me from this fear!!!

Tuesday, October 29, 2002

Electric bugaloo, dance with the Silver Jew, suburban kids with Biblical names out on the streets smoking cigarettes and hollering at girls...

Thursday, October 24, 2002

Come on abby, sign up and be damned.

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Hey this is getting better

testing blogger for jeep and abby

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